Money Matters..

Wow!!  I was drunk & ugly when I wrote that last post!!  Good thing I didn't do anything stupid!! lol.

I guess, I've just been really frustrated lately at work...  Feeling that I'm over worked & under appreciated.  The former I don't mind... the latter is a bit of a piss off.. 

And my finances... my finances are golden compared to many - self-taught, self-earned, well qualified...  but it's not, or never really enough for me!  I'm always striving for "bigger & better"... lol, I do it with alcohol, women, money & food...  my eyes are bigger than my hands, mouth, and more..

I woke up last night & I realized / told myself... listen:  if the financing deal that you're working on - doesn't pan out.... it's okay - you are still in great financial health.  If the deal were to go through, I'd be in even better financial health - but that's a completely different story!! 

The fact is:  I'm on my way to financial independence - but I'm always trying to "speed up the pace".  *Right Now* is never any good enough for me... this is a problem.  It causes me to jump jobs, women, business strategies...

I need to start caring about the "here & now" ... but till then, there is always tomorrow & tomorrow is a rather big day for me...