I did absolutely nothing this weekend!! It's interesting... because I haven't spoken a single word to anyone except / other than my parents... It seems like a reoccuring theme this last year. I've been so self-focused, so isolated - nearly all my free time is spent solo...
I wonder if I am purposefully disassociating myself from people because of my anger or disappointment in them... Or if I truely just needed some solo - 'self' time for me to enjoy..
As time flies by, it seems like I dive deeper & deeper into my 'rabbit hole'. It makes me question: should I be out there seeking further companionship? why am I on this ever lasting goal to 'succeed'? for what, I have already achieved everything I need to live a complacent / simple life.
Am I so focused on building a 'chuck-bass' lifestyle, that I've lost sight of everything else?!
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