[ Drunken Text Details censored ] ...
I don't usually censor, but we are now in the "corporate world" - and corporate functionality cannot be duely exposed without consequence... Personal feats - they have no relevance on the WWW..
I guess I am curious what the text means?! An invitation to catch-up with a friend? A heads up / tip off that there might be structural changes in my line of work?! Or perhaps, simply nothing at all but a random text, which I have mistaken to be drunken?!
Work has been going well... it's golden... I have really begun to *shine*... And it has nothing to do with intelligence (although I'm sure there has to be some relative attribution to such)... but it has EVERYTHING to do with Perseverence!! I've driven... all that effort that I used to use for "other" projects, that effort I would drain for other people - focused directly on me, myself & my career... it has paid off & will hopefully continue to be fruitful...
The only flaw in my life - is my inability to form a meaningful relationship... It has constantly plagued my blog - complaints of women, being single, trials-tests-and-tribulations.... At this point, I am so disappointed with all, or so many of my past relationships - it's more than just a disappointment in the women I have dated... it has become a fear, that there is nothing better out there in the world...
I don't want to become some "crazy" - but successful - "cat lady".... but everytime I think women / relationships; I cringe, a fear enters my blood stream, straight to my gut - a so-called "queezy" feeling... Why did I engage in so many reckless relationships in my past...? Its sad dude... after all the dumb, drama-filled, slutty women I have dated - I have lost faith in women as a whole...
The Chuck Bass of the real world... but that's all drama - so I ignore everything (as I do now - post end)... not worth my time to think about the past... can only focus on the future: and that future involves the only thing I can control... my career!! Peace OuT!
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