Guess, I haven't 'blogged' in a while... life's been busy... work has consumed me - for the last 6-8 months, I busted my ass... a small pay raise, a promotion, respect amongst my peers - but most of all, a lot of great experience..
I came into this job - this career & I feel I have 'conquered'...
But then that makes me question... I've come so far, have had so many successes in my life... but what's the meaning of it all?!
Relationships have become back burner for me... haven't 'seen' anyone seriously in over 4 years... 30 years of my life & I did it all on my own... Yet, a part of me is still stuck like a successful bachelor turned play/party boy..
I don't know what to do with my own free time... my positive cash flow... I've given to charity, I volunteered to my community, I've chased my career... and in the end - what's left?!
What else do I want in my life?!?? ... My finances are secured now - but 'financial freedom' is still 4-5 years away...
Till then what?! don't have the time to just pick up & leave... don't have the passion to follow a specific cause.. I've lost my inspiration.. not because I can't dream - but because I've achieved...
I stand here & think... 'now what?!' ...
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